Thursday, August 13, 2009

::what i want is......::

salam....

xde mood nk berblogging sb serabut..org xnmpk tp kita yg rs sdri..sb yg serabut tu diri kita...

tatau nape rs kosong..sume kuiz ngn test yg ak buat lps cuti kuarantin ni..mcm HAMPAS je..mcm bkn g jwb dgn ilmu yg ak bace...tp mcm g UJI IQ...main aci redah jer..mcm td...developmental biology test...smp nk explain cleavage amphibian pn ak bleh blur..mcm xyakin...soalan first pn mcm ak tgk dgn xde perasaan pn..risau btul...tkut terbawak2 smp akhir sem...nk final cmne...

nk citer kt org tkut org gelakkan aku pulak kate ak skema ke apa...hurmm...

skrg pesta konvo..kwn2 sume beli tu beli ni utk mak..utk kakak...adik...how about me??yeah..ak hny beli utk diri aku..kenapa??sb ak xde mama...mama skrg sdh berehat di alam barzakh sana....utk kakak??xpelah..kakak2 aku yg blnje aku sbnrnye...adik???adik aku lelaki..so mcm xkesah pn..lgpun stdy loan die lg byk dr aku...RM500/month...ok what??lgpun...ak sbnrnye tatau nk beli apa kt bdk laki..nt2 la...kite g lepak mane2 ak blnje mu ek apeh..

sbnrye..ak sedih sb ak rindu abah..mama pn..tp mama at least ak tau n ak dh redha dgn ap yg ttulis...kdg2 mcm sume bnd ak kne fikir..tp kl org lain...mst akn ckp....TAK PAYAH PIKIR LA....hurmm..byk la..org akn ckp cmtu sb die tak rs...tp ak xslhkan sape2...

::My Inspirations.....::

::dear GOD..i'm sure u know what i want now::

sume ni dugaan kot...next week dh nk puasa...lg ak rs sedih nk mati...mcm tercampak sorg2 kt planet bumi ni..nsb baek abang2 n kakak2 n adik baek sgt2...mmg first class pnye adik bradik la...tp ak tetap rindu satu tu...yg mmg ak rs ak berhak dptkan nye...aku nk duduk mkn sm2 ngn abah..n berbual...nk sgt2.............kl bleh bckp n bercerita mcm dlu2 pn xpe....nk sgt.............

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2 comments:

kecik ^^ said...

u can do it!!take him back!!singkirkan nenek kebayan 2 jauh2 :P

cemas ak tatau npe ak emosi arini..tp xp laa..ak nk komen cm2..hehe

m.a.s.t.u.r.a said...

nape emo??letih g hiking ke cyg??hehe..

xpe..bia takdir yg tentukan sume...