::Kerinduan::

salam..

tiba2 merindui mereka ini:

1- Azrul Azran

2-Fakhrul Radzif

3-Farrahani

4-Hakimi

5-Danish

6-Fiffy Ardiela

7-Fiffy Amiera

8-Adib Iman

9-Aqil Iman

10-Adlina Iman

sepuluh orang........anak buah saya ada sepuluh org....10..10..10...maknanye..saya dh tua la??haiyoh...cik ya rindu kamu semua...sangat2....

#mastura#

::Awaken::

Awaken- Maher Zain-

We were given so many prizes
We changed the desert into oasis
We built buildings of different lengths and sizes
And we felt so very satisfied
We bought and bought
We couldn't stop buying
We gave charity to the poor 'cause
We couldn't stand their crying
We thought we paid our dues
But in fact
To ourselves we're just lying

Oh...I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

We were told what to buy and we'd bought
We went to London, Paris and Costa Del Sol
We made show we were seen in the most exlusive shops
Yes we felt so very satisfied

We felt our money gave us infinite power

We forgot to teach our children about history and honor
We didn't have any time to lose
When we were.. (were)
So busy feeling so satisfied

I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

We became the visuals without a soul
despite the heat
Our homes felt so empty and cold
To fill the emptiness
We bought and bought
Maybe all the fancy cars
And bling will make us feel satisfied

My dear brother and sister
It's time to change inside
Open your eyes
Don't throw away what's right aside
Before the day comes
When there's nowhere to run and hide
Now ask yourself 'cause Allah's watching you

Is He satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?

Oh..I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

suka lagu ini..hurm..dh lama tak update..malas..+ xde masa..[konon]..tak sbr tgu 7th Dec..ya Allah..jgn la ada aral melintang..berkatilah event itu nt..amin..

#mastura#

::Warkah Untuk Tidak Bernama::

salam..

isu mlm ni...[gaya mcm xde keje je buka isu kt cni..]..isu mlm ni..isu anonymous..

pelik bin ajaib..

blog ini ada org baca..

saya ingat takde org nak baca..

ye la....bukan ada apa pun...

blog ni sekadar untuk sesuka hati..menulis apa yg rs nak ditulis je..

tapi........

masih ada jua yg baca..

malah sakit hati....huhu~~

anonymous...

tq sebab sudi komen my entries..

tp rs pelik je....sb selama ni xde lak org komen..

tb2 semenjak dua menjak ni rajin anonymous komen..

anonymous dh xde keje eh...

kalau anonymous ni student final year..mst dh free kan..

sb tu rajin komen..

tp..kalau anonymous ni sorg yg bekerja..rajin pulak anonymous bc2 blog org...

bagus!!!

anonymous..

ni nak pesan ni...

bukan apa....kan kita ni sm2 hamba...

kenapa la anonymous nak sgt sakit hati dgn entry saya...

and concern dgn hal2 saya..

ye la..saya tulis...di publish..

tp..kalau menyakitkan hati anonymous...

anonymous jgn la baca....

then jgn la suruh org stop writing...

anonymous ni ada kuasa besar ye...smpai mampu suh org stop writing kt her own blog...

mcm ni la...

kalau tak suka blog saya..especially entry saya..

anonymous tak payah bukak...

then kalo ter-follow...remove...

tau kan nak wta cmne??

anonymous kan bijak pandai...

so..mst dh xde rs sakit hati lagi lepas ni...

hidup ni..tak kekal selamanya...

jgn la anonymous nak sakit hati dgn org sesuka hati..

takde punca..takde sebab...

sy tak marah even kecil hati dgn komen anonymous..

sebab sume org berhak tulis apa sahaja...

so terpulang...

kerana apa....

kadang2....melalui penulisan melambangkan keperibadian..

kalau komen org untuk rs sakit hati je..

mgkin kita ni jenis yg selalu tak puas hati dgn org...

xpe2...anonymous bawa bertenang ye..

ingat saya pesan..

kalau tak suka..jgn baca...jgn tgk pun...

nt anonymous sakit jiwa lak...td sakit hati....

apa2 pun...tq so much sb sudi bc entry yg entah apa2...

saya tulis untuk sesaja...

sb blog kan ad byk jenis...

ada yg mcm diary...info center..buku cerita...tempat luah perasaan..mcm2 la..

so..guna la ia cmne yg kita nak..

as long as...kita tak kacau org lain...

sy rs anonymous ni pandai orgnya...memang pandai..

so brtindak la mcm org yg betul2 pndai ye...

hurm..panjang pulak entry kali ni..

nt sakit lak hati yg ter-baca nt..

btw,nice to know you anonymous...

kritikan anda membina...

hebat!!!

#mastura#

::ke-confuse-an::

salam..

being in between situation is a hard thing to control.just imagine the old old memory tb2 come again into your life.suddenly...and you have no time to think about it...and you dont know how to handle and what to do..

ok..change the language..nt kang slh org ketawa..wlpn org yg ketawa lom tentu hebat englishnya..[sarcastic sungguh...hehhehe]..

kdg2 kita tak expect benda nk jadi kt kita.sedang kita elok2 hidup dgn tenang,tb2 gunung merapi meletus..eh,bkn..tb2 badai melanda..sdg kite elok2 je hidup dgn hrpn xkn ada lg mslh timbul..tb2..dtg la mslh bergolek2...

sebenarnya bkn la mslh.sb jwpn tu ada pada hati kita.cuma kita manusia biasa..kita takut hati kita berubah.tp bukan ke tu maknanye kita tak tetap pd yg satu?

tp..setelah fikir memasak, sy rs sy dh made up my mind. tak gune gidup dlm ke-confuse-an. just stick to one and plan for the happy future together. lagipun bknnya cantik pn kan smpai kene wat2 pilihan ni..kui3...

for the old memory..sorry to say..I CAN'T..once the decision made, there is no turning back. once I decide, I need to go through..susah senang saya nt..xpe..DIA yg esa ada..inshaAllah Dia tolong..don't worry much about me..because I know what I do....inshaAllah..

sekarang,doakan saya hepy..that's all..tq for coming again into my life..but I'm sorry..I can't..

till then.bye now..

p/s::hanya dia yg ada..w.o.n.d.e.r.w.a.l.l..

#mastura#