Tuesday, July 20, 2010

::dinternalofme::

salam..

ABout 2.19am..MAstura..she's still being at her "study+work area" - meja yg bersepah bersebelahan katil yg sungguh enak mata memandang + mampu meng-ulit sesiapa saje hingga terlena..=))

What she's doing there at this time?finish up her report,doing her assignments,working on her all "extra-vaganza" projectssss??the answer is.....NOPE....she's doing nothing except just finish type 2 letters for her thesis project for JPN and PPD Perak..and do some editing on her ROS report yang banyak nak mati tu....

her feeling???She got a "good" feeling..everything is mix-up together...

masalah besau yg paling susah nk hilang n buang oleh dia (which mean SAYA) adlh cepat stress..org mmg tk nmpak..mungkin tk nampak..tp tido sy ter-ganggu..ms tido sy sgt ter-ganggu smp kdg2 sy takut nk tdo.sb ms tido everything come to my head..huhu...help me..


ni mslh kedua besau..saye rindukan mereka..MY FAMILY..tmbah2 bila sy slalu terpikir bulan puasa dh nk dekat..sy jd takut n mcm nak nanges..tp mcm biase..senyuman mampu buat org keliru..kite hepy..try hepykan diri..atau ada kesedihan and masalh dlm diri kita..yg pasti..hanya kita dan DIA tahu..~~

saya harap sgt...sem ni saya bertahan...saya harap sgt semni sy KUAT + TABAH...bunyik 13minggu je lagi tgal..tp nak lalui..........sgt sakit..kene sabar dgn kerenah org sekeliling...kene wat dek..kene kebal-kan hati supaya tk cepat terluka then terasa....insyaAllah..i can do it!!

wonderwall..i wish i can meet u..tak pun cmni..i wish u can visit me here..haha..i promise to perform best this semester...better than last sem hopefully..perhaps u always be by myside..i need you..in every step in my life,wherever i go,whatever i do..i wish u can be here by me...=((

wanna go bed..night..

#mastura#


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