::Kenangan Terindah::

salam..

"dulu beluncas..kini menjadi rama2 yg cantik.."..Dr Mai Shihah..

1Julai2007..
daftar d UPSI..perasaan??jujur...saya tak suka..tp redha and terima hakikat..teaching profession is the best for me..dgr lagu Guru Malaysia + Ibu Kandung Suluh Budiman..serius takleh terima lagu tu..skrg..dgr je mst naik smgt..hehe..that's me..

28thOctober2010..
Pre Grad Dinner..
perasaan..happy..sedih..sebak..bercampur aduk..
3 1/2 tahun bersama..56org endangered species..
susah senang..pahit manis..bertarik rambut..ketawa menangis..sume bersama..
and by next Feb..inshaAllah..everyone lead on our own track..
mgkin xkn jumpe lg..mgkin susah nk bkumpul sekali mcm selalu..
semusim bersama..seabad terasa..segala memori terukir indah d hati..
to be with all these Biologist..is the most beautiful moment in life..
it is something left to ponder..because we can't experience it anymore..
will be miss everyone of you...

ni ada ckit2 gmbr ms pre grad dinner..I dnt bring my camera..so this is from others..nt la collect all the pics..

with bella..kwn sepermainan sejak dr kecik..

A'a..at first I thought she's from kelantan..hihi..
[she's from pahang..dekat la tu..=)]

with Dr Syakirah..the most soft spoken lecturer I've had..sgt baek~~


with Liza..budak ini sgt baek n lemah lembut..


some of the endangered species..kenangan terindah...


girls in purple on that night..will miss you all...


semusim bersama seabad terasa..


lastly..the one that really hate when people called her "cikgu"..but now she already fall in love with the teaching profession..and hopefully she can be a great science teacher on one fine day..inshaAllah..=))

till then..bye now...

#mastura#

::thewordssay::

There is a reason why a lot of people don’t believe in positive thinking and that kind of thing. It is simply that they do not want to face the fact that their lives are totally in their own hands and they are afraid of the immense potential and results if they do so.

#mastura#

::notesfromheart::

salam..

there's a blessing in disguise.be patient..be strong..about 3days to go..and you'll end what so-called student's life that need you to go to class..bring your note book..heard for lecture...take notes..doing assignments..mini projects and everything.maybe one day I'm gonna miss this moment..maybe..everything happened surround me make me matured and realize..thats the true life is..full with colors..full with pathways that need you to decide and choose every single things wisely..

by the early Jan maybe..I'll be in Hulu selangor with azie..hopefully everything going smooth for us there. but for these up coming 3 days..all us need to struggle for the thesis presentation..[the biologist] because we have no second reader..but the judges/panel on that day is actually our second reader..I hope everything going smooth..guide me and always lead me ya Allah..amin..

3 days to be with friends..3 days to create so many nice moments..I hope I leave TM with a great nice memory even actually deep from my heart..I don't really like to be here..so that, I've made a decision..[after discussing with my life-partner-to-be..yes,it sounds gedik..haha..but inshaAllah..next next year.....(statement yg aci redah je..amin..hehe)..I'm not going to further study for master directly after I have my bachelor..]..

hurm..what else to write on...I think this is enough for this time..bubbye~~

#mastura#

::happy birthday mama..Al-fatihah::

salam..

MAMA...saya rindu MAMA..happy birthday mama..kalau dulu kad,bunga,kek,kain tudung hadiah untuk mama..tp ini kali ke 3 hanya Al-Fatihah menjadi hadiah mama..tp saya tau..ini lebih bermakna dari segala2nya...

mama..

kakak harap mama tenang di sana..

mama..

kakak harap mama selesa di sana..

mama..

nt kakak pn akan ke sana cuma tak tau bila..

mama..

mama tgu kakak di sana..nt kita jumpa..

sb dlu mama ckp kalo kita buat baek kita boleh jumpa org2 yg dh pergi mengadap Ilahi..

tp kita kene buat baik kt semua org..

mama...

saya rindu sgt kt mama..

td dah kol abah..

abah pn igt arini besday mama..abah ckp kl mama ada dgn kitorg lg..mama dh 60

abah lak 62..

mama..abah dah sihat dr luka accident..

abah pesan td suruh kirim hadiah kt mama..

kakak dh htr td..harap2 DIA smpaikan pada mama..

mama..kucing ksygn mama ada lg...

mama igt tak mimiey??mimiey dh tua skrg..

ms mula2 mama tgl kitorg dlu..mimiey merajuk

die xnk mkn...dh try bwk g umah ning...tp die sakit..

mst mimiey rindu kt mama..

mama..

ma banun skrg dh baik..

dlu kakak xsuke die..tp skrg dh laen..

sblm puasa aritu kakak dh mtk maaf..

ms puasa aritu kakak duk rumah abah jap..

ms raya pun abah balik umah..

tp dia xsehebat mama...

tp org igt pesan mama...

walau sape pun jd pgnti mama...

hormat dia...sb dia yg jaga abah...

abah org yg paling mama syg...

mama...

i love you.....

#mastura#

::pesan dia pada saya::

salam..

hurmm..3,4 hari yg pelik..kenapa??sb hati rs xsdap??kenapa??sb..sy mmg boleh detect if somthing not good will happen..yes..thats a gift from Allah to me..Alhamdulillah bcs eveytime I predict it, it is so true..it might be kebetulan or what i dont know..hny Dia yg maha tahu..

unstable hormone for now??i'm not sure..get so easy to cry??yes..why..bcs that is me.i can't scold people..never..jauh sekali scream loud to them.sy baik??tak jgk.sy manusia biasa..tp past few days..until today..and i hope tomorrow is different..my emotion is out of controlled.i don't know why..and all these things make me really miss my queen of my heart.MAMA..

pesan dia pada saya..saya igt..

pesan dia pada saya..

kalau lapar..mkn,jgn tahan..nt xleh study..

kalau org mtk tolong,kene tolong..nt Tuhan syg..

kalau ad rs benci pd org..buang..jgn simpan..

kalau ad terasa hati..jgn layan perasaan hati..tahan..

kalau ad mslh try jgn meluah kt org..mgkin org ad mslh lg besar..

kalau sakit..try ubati sdri..sb mgkin org xleh nk tlg..

kalau nk bkwn..cr yg elok2..nt tkut kite tpgaruh..

kalau kite buat slh..mengaku n mtk maaf..itu yg terbaik..

kalau org dh tk suka kita..jgn menangis..sb Allah masih syg kita..

kalau org tk xsudi dkt dgn kita..jgn menangis..kita pergi dekatkan diri dgn Dia..

kalau org ad buat kita kecil hati..jgn menangis..tarbiyah balik diri kita..mgkin Dia nk uji sb syg..

kalau rs sunyi sorg2..mengadu pd Dia..Dia sentiasa ada..

kalau rs stress sgt..jgn menangis..tp..amik wuduk..wlpn bkn utk solat..tp at least nt rs sejuk n tenang tu ada...

itu sume pesan dia yg masih tersemat dan akan tersemat smpai bila2 d hati saya...dia yg sy sgt rindu...sgt syg....

dia...mama saya...

mama,saya rindu mama.....

::thepromise::

janji Allah itu pasti..kalau kita sabar dan tolong orang..nt mst DIA pn tolong kita..janji DIA tk pernah mungkir..bukan mcm janji manusia..jangan sedih sb DIA mmg akan ada bila2 masa saje..

::memory will be?::

salam..

hari ni saya dh lepaskan ia..saya harap ia berada di pangkuan yg sepatutnya dengan bahagia..27th and 28th nanti saya mengadap dia lg..[meaning that 3,4 days before I need to face "you" again]..you are my love one..miss Thesis..hehe..but its ok..there's about 11 days to go.maybe I'm gonna miss all these things..

::mengadap laptop sampai muntah sb pening tgk so many words to be edit..

::menangis cari Lit review sb mcm xjumpe..[pdhl byk je kot..haha]

::makan panadol xsmpai setengah jam senggang masa sb sakit sgt kepala..[xpenah cite kt wonderwall sb takut die marah]

::mendera wonderwall menaip thesis..[tu pun liat sgt nk buat..hehe..tp tq ye encik]

::tido pegang laptop..pgg mouse..[yg ni ramai student wat ni..hehe]

::menyumpah seranah dkt internet terutama google sb xjumpe cari ap yg sy nak..gilerr..

::seminggu xsapu bilik sb rasanye masa tu better wat bnd lain..[tp bilik xde la ber_SAMPAH..cuma ber_SELERAK ckit je..haha]

::emosi tak memasal..cepat terasa...nk nanges tiba2..haha

ye...sume itu nt akan jd kenangan yg terindah sbg student..[ye ke..entah ak pn xpasti nt aku akn kenang tk sume bnd2 pelik tu..sakit sgt....dulu..igt senang jd final year..blh berhepi-hepian..tp....eh..aku hepi gk tp..eh..apa ni..apa ni..]..

ok..stop now..dah terpesong dr tujuan asal...anyway..hari ini lega ckit sb dh htr "dia" ke pangkuannya..kikikikikiki~~~

::just be patient::

::abaikan yang tidak penting.jgn pernah makan hati.13 hari je lg tgl..lepas ni semua bawak hal masing2..ye,saya sgt tak sabar..tp sbr la untuk 2minggu ni..bertahan la..pikir untuk diri sendiri je..sometime jadi selfish takpe kot..sb org lain pn xpernah pk hati kite.so..why do we care???no point kan...lead our own way..xpe..its ok..::

p/s::it almost done..yeay~~thank you Allah~~

::CINTA::

salam..

saya dah jatuh hati..kepada kerepek bawang melaka..nape melaka???sb first time sy mkn kerepek bwg best..kerepek itu dr melaka..ye..dr melaka..bkn sb sy syg org melaka maka sy suke kepek bwg melaka..tp sb kepek itu sungguh sedap...sgt sedap..

dan malam ini..sy gumbira sb org yg sy syg dtg htr kerepek melaka.sy gumbira sb dpt kerepek ke sb dpt jumpe org itu???hehehhe..itu biar sy dgn tuhan je tau..ye..sy syg die lebih dr syg sy terhadap kerepek bawang...

apa saya merapu d cni..sy juga tak tau..bye...

ini bukan kepek bawang melaka..ni sy amek kt tenet..sy mls nk amek gmbr kepek bwg melaka..xde ms..lgpun sy tgh syok mkn..mn ad ms nk snap gmbr kerepek bwg ni..hehe..apa2 pn..sy sgt suke kepek bwg..yeay~~

#mastura#

::sorry for that::

salam..

"bukan hari2 kita gembira.ada masa kita sedih juga.ada masa hati kita sensitif sgt.please..do understand me too..mmg diakui saya PANAS BARAN and tak berapa boleh nak terima bila people keep asking me to do a thing that I wont.saya mintak maaf...ada masa mmg my emotion couldn't be control..sy melenting..sy terlepas segala2nya..tp I hope you know...marah saya bersebab...bukan sengaja..saya mtk maaf........"

#mastura#

::diamissilent::

salam..

sesungguhnya saya xde masa nak memikirkan benda2 yang tak berkaitan dgn diri saya..bukan saya tak ambil kesah..tp saya penat sbnrnya..and buat tak tau itu lebih baek daripada mengomel itu ini..nobody perfect in this world....ada masa saya malas nk bsuara sb saya tau itu keje sia2...diam itu pengubat hati...diam lebih baek...~~~

p/s::sy nk g ke tak ni??nt ad org tlg semak n taip yg mane xsetle lg...hehe..

#mastura#

::tragedi 101010::

salam...

sekadar mengucap takziah kepada semua yg terlibat dlm kemalangan ngeri di KM 223-Lebuhraya Utara Selatan berhampiran Pedas semalam..kenapa saya concern tntg hal ini??sb sy pernah mempunyai ahli keluarga yg meninggal akibat kmlgn jalan raya..dan sy baru sahaja ber-pengalaman ayah saya sdri accident dan luka teruk di kepala..walauapapun Al-Fatihah untuk 2org abg2 saya yg telah pergi dan Alhamdulillah krn Allah selamatkan ayah sy..

bkn mahu tulis pepanjang..saje nk share gmbr2 ms kmlgn..credit to fb utk sume gmbr2 ni...smoga nyawa kita tidak diambil dgn cara se-ngeri ini...nauzubillah...

~~Al-Fatihah~~

macam tinggal rangka saje..sungguh hiba~~

hancur..sungguh ngeri!!!

tangan mangsa..hrp2 kita dijauhi..

mayat bergelimpangan..ajal maut di tangan Dia..kunfayakun kataNya..maka jadilah ia..kita hamba terima seadanya..tp ap pun keep praying moga dijauhkan dr dicabut nyawa se-ngeri ini..kerana mati itu PASTI!!..al-Fatihah~~

p/s::ketika ini..bersyukur krn wonderwall sy bertolak lewat dr umahnya ms hari kejadian..bkn apa..at least die tk perlu bersesak krn accident ni..mgkin jg Allah mahu elakkan die dr terlibat sm dlm tragedi ini..syukur..

#mastura#

::what I want to::

salam..

just drop by to say..

"I want to end this coming about 3 weeks with wonderful and nice memory only.."

#mastura#

::3weekstogo::

salam..

orait,dh lama tak update..dah lama tak singgah..even tgk pun tak..

why??sebab saya super senior..haha..[mst sape2 yg rs die junior kt bumi tg malim ni pndg aku jelek bl bc statement ni..hehe]..super senior means golongan yg tak pernah ckup ms tido..tk pernah ckup ms melepak..tk pernah ckup ms utk diri sdri..segala masa setiap saat hidup die adlh utk projek thesis,mini projek,assigments,test, exam dan every single thing that so-called academic.

zaman mana plg best??confirm bkn zmn jd final year students..zmn plg best adlh sem awal2..ms kecik2 dlu..rs nk balik kg..balik je xpyh pk 3 4 kali..lgpun ms tu tiket murah lg..rm35.50 je..skrg dh rm46..xde duit,xleh balik..

next week htr thesis..tp aku analyze data tunggang terbalik lg..gune SPSS reti..tp data pulak yg giler smcm..smpai ak rs cm nk tumbuh tanduk pikir cmne leh jd cmtu..then present thesis..exhibition..wat poster..present jgk mini projek..poster lagik..dan duit lg....haishh......tp btul ckp wonderwall..study is pelaburan ms depan,mmg kuar duit..tp ms depan inshaAllah terbayar sume ni nt..amin..

then cuti raya haji..after naek cuti..exam..after exam cuti..and..goodbye Tanjung Malim..its nice to be here even not everything is complete..ad byk kenangan indah..tk kurang jgk yg pahit nak mati..tp xpe,sb tu sume make me matured..

should stop now..sb bertimbun2 nota nk bc..esok test animalphysio..xtau sempat bc ke tak..hoho..

the conclusion is..memang tak sempat nk update blog..mmg tak sempat..

till then..bye now...

p/s::ya Allah..cepat2 la abes 3minggu ni..tak tahan sgt....sungguh penat....saya nak balik kg....=(

#mastura#

::01102007-01102010::

salam..

it's already 3years..01102007-01102010

semoga mama tenang di sana..saya sayang mama..

-Al-Fatihah-

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