::saya kejam::

salam..

lambatnyer bleh balik kelantan....abah..tang... rindu korg..huk3...dan yg paling penting ak sbnrnye nk g kubur mama..huk3..mama....i miss you so much!!!!no one can replace you..yg ad dlu sekejap pn dh mampus....mmg die tak layak ckit pun...

i'm now in kajang...how bored i am..terperap kt umah kak vee cmni..tp kenyang la sb akak aku sorg ni mmg meniaga mknan..so keje ak mengisi perut je...hehe...

ok...actually nk citer bnd laen...ak br tau bnd ni smlm..tu pn sb ak ternampak sesuatu..geram bl dgr.tp nk wat cmne..ak pn byk kekurangan nk tgur die..lgpun dh jnji ngn seseorang nk rhsiakan yg ak tau pasal ni..mcm mane bdk tu bleh takde rs malu ikut org smp ke situ...org kampung???sb die asal kg??ak pn asal kg gk??tp tuhan bg akal fikiran kn??nape xnk gune??nk simpan kt sape???

hurmm..geram btul la..lps satu satu mslh bertandang...btul2 mncabar..mgkin DIA tau ak mampu hadapi kot sb tu die uji..n ni adalah tanda DIA sayang aku...

and for her...sekali lg sy dpt tau awk buat cmtu..tgk la...u know or not.. i dont really care..but i let u know now, that...i am the most cruel one from all...cruel means bukan slalu nk kenakan org n menjahanamkan org..jauh sekali berdendam..tp sy amat tak suke org cmtu..sb sy rs sy berhak utk tentukan dgn sape die patut berkawan..sb sy syg die n die sorg je yg sy ad kt bumi ni...paham kn??

sekali lg sy ckp..sy xsuke the way you are..sy bkn warak sgt...sy jgk slalu kuar dgn kawan2 smp lwt mlm..sb tu sy malas nk ckp byk n mrh2..tp sy rs ap awk buat tu dh mlmpau..mmg xslh kot..tp sy xsuke..sb sy rs awk xlayak bkwn ngn die..zaman n mase skrg ni tumpu pd stdy je...pjalanan hidup ni jauh lg..ms ni kutip seberapa byk ilmu...hadap la buku2 tu smpai muntah...

tak kesah la awk nk ckp sy nerd, skema, gila buku...etc..mmg sy dh wat kuiz...mmg sy nerd..tp sy rs kuiz tu slh..sb sy bkn 24 hrs stdy...reti la jgk balance mase..tp sy nk pesan tu je...jgn melampau...sb sy dh pesan..sy mmg kejam ckit...hurmm..mmg kejam...

sekian...

TQ..

p/s::entry melepaskan perasaan...hoho...sekali lg sy tau..siap kamu..sy ad die sorg je kt dunia ni..tlg la jgn rosakkan....paham bahasa melayu kan???

(",)

::paipai for a while::

salam..

finally...upsi turut mengikut jejak lgkah..UPM,UiTM seri iskandar,malacca,dungun,UUM,politeknik sultan mizan...etc....fewww....

best ke dpt cuti cmni??ak xrs ke"best"annye..sb cuti midsem kne tarik...n tiket pnye la susah giler nk dpt...mybe mlm ni ak heading to kajang..tompang ijat smp bndr tasik selatan..n br la g sane..huk3...susah jd generasi cik siti wan kembang ni..tiket nk balik tmpat asal slalu je sold out..kne jd lipas kudung br leh hidup...hohoho..

tp harap2 mlm ni abg nan ngn kak vee ad amek aku..mati ak nk balik sdri g umah dorg..hehe..

so people out there...this virus is unstoppable..please be caution...yg mane ad niat xnk balik..please..anda kne balik...tp pastikan anda xbwk balik virus kt family kt kg lak...=)

btw, the next 10days..mybe xde entry kt blog ni..sb kt umah xde line internet..kl apeh wat balik die pnye broadband...leh la ak pow....

k..bye for now...

p/s:: jg kesihatan...take it serious...jgn wat bhn melawak hnye kerana nama die selesema b*b*..profesionalkan pemikiran anda....

sekian...

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::Its Not A Joke::

salam...

akhirnye kuarantin jgk..but it is not what i hope for....

setakat ini yg ak tau...3 persons already dead (in m'sia..am not sure at all)..the news made me feel a lil bit worry..not a lil bit..but really worry...and ak mmg anti sgt org yg memperlekehkan pasal virus H1N1 ni..n mnjadikan ia sbg bahan gurauan..setuju ngn entry idiey.....please la take serious ckit pasal bnda ni..xkene ats btg hidung sdri mmg la xpe..tp kl kene???so...FIKIR....



ni ad symptoms list for the virus infection....ak tau dh ramai yg tau..tp..just for reminder..cek balik...

• Fever – particularly a fever of over 100 degrees
• Sore throat
• Cough
• Chills and fatigue
• Body aches
• Headache
• Occasionally, vomiting and diarrhea

and i suggest you link to this page..H1N1...there's lots of info there...

for all malaysians....and specifically upsi students...please take it serious..jg kesihatan...mmg ak sdri pn dmam..tp ak sdg berusaha menyembuhkan dmam ni..tak selesa sgt bl keadaan dri cmni..kite nk hadap segala PBL..asgment..lab repot..etc..mmg xselesa...

so, meh kite sm2 prevent bnde ni..don't make a joke with H1N1...its not a thing to laugh for..

sekian...

(",)

::Semperiiiiiiit dtg lagi!!!::

salam...

TEMPAHAN KUIH RAYE...mari..mari!!sape nk tempah....here is the list...

::ni sampel biskut ckit...mybe akn ad lg yg laen2..tp xsempat nk amik gmbr..::

so..sesape nk tempah..leh tempah melalui partner aku azie @ azilah nazri ataupun aku sdri......

Tart Nenas :: RM 17

Tart Blueberry :: RM 20

Tart Strawberry :: RM 20

Semperit :: RM 15

Peanut Butter :: RM 16

sekian...ak byk keje..tp menyelit jap utk promote kuih raye...hehe...

p/s:: kepada bdk2 bio pmpuan..leh tempah ngn kitorg kt kelas pn xpe...okeh..hehe..

p/s:: ak hny membantu org....utk masyarakat kite gk..hehe..

bye now...

(",)

::busy me,.......::

salam...

mmg xleh nk update blog seminggu dua ini.....sgt bz....huk3...

sekian...

paipai..

(",)

::PPSMI dimansuhkan?::

salam..

how was a hectic day..and the tunggang terbalik timetable made me tired..really tired..start early at 8 am...rest for a while..then start again at 2 pm..and again..at 5 pm.....and again at 8 pm for the chemistry lab..OMG..baru sem 5...n baru 3rd week of this sem..but why my motivation level seems to get down..jatuh menjunam ke kerak bumi...NO.........huk3....i cnt be like this....be strong myself...be strong...(hehe..pujuk diri sdri..sb kt cni xde sape2..kwn2 pn share the same feeling..so..pjuk la diri sdri...)

hurm..smlm ak attend forum bicara siswa..or suara siswa...sbnrnye selama rncgn tu siar kt RTM, ak xpnh tgk..hek3..tp smlm sb tajuk die mcm berkait jgk ngn aku..so..ak attend la..(alasan sampingan :: Dr Shakinaz suh g...)..ok..ak mmg ikhlas g dgr..sb ak mmg nk tau...lgpun ad Fazli dtg..even ak xpnh minat kt die selama ni..smlm bl tgk live...ok la...really look well educated..tajuk yg dibincangkan adalah....

PPSMI..dimansuhkan??

okeh..mmg berkait rapat ngn aku..as an english oriented teacher to be, i should know this and how to adapt the use of BM in my teaching later...so..mcm focus jgk la ckit ms dgr tu..wlpn kalu ikut hati ak nmpk katil je...ngtuk yg amat wlpn jam baru kul 9 lebih...

and ad soklan yg bdk2 tny...tp ak mcm tk igt sume..hehe..

Q1:: tidakkah pemansuhan dasar PPSMI ini mendatangkan kerugian yg besar n sedikit sebanyak menjejaskan ekonomi negara?kita sedia maklum bhw perangkaan n pembubaran sesuatu dasar itu melibatkan sejumlah wang yg banyak?tidakkah ia merugikan kerajaan??

A1::......ak igt jwpn Prof Aminah je..she said....utk belajar..dan dalam pelajaran..tidak ada istilah kerugian...lgpun spnjg dasar pelaksanaan PPSMI,byk juga perubahan telah berlaku..ramai cikgu belajar BI dan sedikit sbnyak memberi ilmu baru kepada guru berkenaan...dan murid2 juga sedikit sbyk telah terdedah kepada penggunaan BI....

and ad la lg soklan laen...yg ak igt lg..komen2 yg org awam antar kt facebook...ad yg kate..

----->>nape nk menjadikan sains dan maths sebagai mangsa??kalau nk mantapkan BI,buat kelas khas..ajar secara khusus utk pemantapan BI sahaja...lagipun dlm sains dan maths, grammatical mistakes bukan die kire pun..so mcm xde apa2 la berlaku..salah jgk penggunaan BI.....

----->>nanti ad org tny kt budak sekolah..Hi dear, how do you do??and budak tu pn jawab...four plus four equals to eight.....and the gravity can be defined as.........etc....see...budak hanya hafal je and memahami konsep semasa belajar sains n maths..bukan fokus kepada penggunaan BI...

okeh..ak sgt stuju ngn pndpt ini..kalu nk tgk byk komen sila ke FB suara siswa k...search je..nt ad..hehe.promote...

ok..times up...ak kne stop sb nt nk g umah iena..nk prepare present PBL dvlopmental bio..ak harap arini kuiz xde..not ready yet...huhuhu...

p/s:: alhamdulillah..arini ak bjaye dpt lesen kete..hek3...

p/s::ak sgt setuju PPSMI dibatalkan..kite kne pikir budak yg nk belaja...jgn nk kire org yg dh bjaye..pikir bdk2 kt kmpung cmne...tp yg ak musykil...anak2 buah aku yg 3 Iman tu...(along,angah n dikna)..tak pndai BM...mgkin inikah effect PPSMI baru2 ini??BM dilupakan..hehe...

ok...stop n bye for now...nt mengarut lg d entry akn dtg...

sekian..

(",)

::be strong??..ok..::

salam..

Ya ALLAH...i'm really tired...give me strength...only YOU can help me now..nape jadual ak mst

cmni..wawawa..penat..huk3..and bila penat tahap luar petala cmni....i miss my ABAH n

MAMA...n they all...APEH,TANG,KAK NEEM,KAK VEE,ABG ZAM..etc......nk balik umah.....

mastura...sem ni kne kuat...jgn give up.....adehh.....

p/s::sem ni brg yg xlepas dr tgn aku adlh..minyak cap kapak n paracetamol..ak btul2 memerlukannye...huhu..anytime je ak tpaksa gune bnd tu..nth baek nth tidak..tp ak mmg perlukannye..kalu tak aku jatuh tk bgn2...hohoho...

sekian....

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::F.R.I.E.N.D.S O.F M.E::

salam..

hurmm..b4 i start....

my dearest huda..entry lps bkn utk kamu..ak tkjut giler bl huda komen cmtu..its not for you kecik..thats for a person yg hny reti beri nasihat tnpa memahami keadaan sbnr...ok..enough for dat..

ak curi ms ni...(ceh..mcm bz giler2 je..tp mmg pn..byk lg keje xsetle..tp sempat je "memblog"..hehe) utk tulis psl my BFF ms zmn matrik yg mcm semacam je tu...n dorg gk still best smpai arini wlpn kitorg sume duk dlm track memasing..n amatlah lain n bbeza tp yg basicnye je yg sama iaitu...SCIENCE..huhu..

gmbr2 ni dh lame ak dpt..ms 1st sem ak kt UPSI..hehe..tp ak simpan je dlm kotak buku..n arini ak nk ltk kt blog...hehe..here they are::

::tnjuk sampul surat dlu..bukti ak terima..hehe::

::mmg ziha yg kem bnd ni..tp die xde TENGKU title..poyoss je..hek3..=P::

::B.E.S.T F.R.I.E.N.D F.O.R.E.V.E.R::

::ptg2..keje kitorg g bc paper kt board n masuk cafe..n gelap br balik..hek3::

::kt kfc bukit mertajam..terselah kegemukan ak ketika itu..huk3::

::apakah ini??hek3..lembaga kt ZUHUD..hik3::

::makhluk itu adalah mereka rupanye..hehe::

::zieha..n me..::

::...ok..bukak rhsia..kitorg btukar baju ms ni..hek3..tp ok jer..kl huda mst xleh pkai jubah kitorg..hak3..sb die yg plg kecikkk..::

::ak sdri xphm konsep pic ni...mcm hmpeh je..cet..ak sdri yg kate..hehe::

eish..mcm byk lak ms ak curi ni..hehe..hurm...nk kene stop dh ni..tp ak nk tlis ckit lg..wlpn kitorg sume dh duk dlm track berbeza..zieha amik pure maths kt USM..huda wat medic kt UNPAD sane..n aku lak bermastautin di bumi perak ni smpai 2011 utk jd cikgu...(thanks God sb kt cni ak tak tdampar sorg2..ad ain, sorg lg my BFF)..harap2 kite sume bjaye..amin....

ok..bye now...

p/s::huda n zieha..ak rindu korg..wawawawawa...

sekian..

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::amik-->gigit-->kunyah-->telan-->rase::

salam..

uitt..cmne nk start..see...nk mula balik la neh prgai lama..huhuhu..apa??prgai lama yg.....hurmm...cpt hilang sabar..wawawawawa...

ak bkn apa...org bckp senang...sb ckp gune air liur je..bkn libatkan perasaan kn..n nasihat org lg la mudah..ak pn boleh kuarkan hadis...dalil..nasihat bertimbun pn ak boleh..tp yg menanggung nye..org yg tggung mslh tu..ad kite pikir???

ak bkn slhkn org yg bg ak nsht tu..tp...try die be in my shoes..try die telan ap yg ak telan..agk2 boleh ke die telan??nth2 die yg termuntah lg teruk dr aku....

so..kpd sesape..sblm kite nsht org..kite try letak dri kite kt situasi die..bkn kite maen bg je nasihat..sb kata2 mmg sng dikeluarkan..dilontarkan..tp tindakan itu yg sukar dibuat..kn??btw, ak ucapkn thnks byk2 sb bg nasihat..tp sometimes..try to be empathy..bkn sesedap oren je bg..try amek ckit dr pinggan aku..gigit..kunyah n telan..pahit ke manis...ok??

ok la...PBL menanti..bkn nk lps geram..tp ak nk sume tau...yg menasihati itu amatlah mudah....tp nk buat n menanggung itu sgt susah..so..berpada2 semase nsht sape2..try dgr dlu mslh org..bkn maen hentam je...

k..bye for now..

sekian...

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::t.o d.o l.i.s.t::

salam..

ni adlh bnd yg amat jarang ak wat...yup..mmg amat2 jarang..apakah??bnd itu adlh...list down kn what i'm gonna do..hek3..sb slalu sume ak list down dlm kepala jer..and settle it one by one..xpnh tulis mahupun taip..jd ari ni ak mau taip....so..ni adlh bnd2 yg perlu ak lakukan sbg sorg student n ini adlh mmg KEWAJIPAN...hehe...

here they are::

• PBL 1&2 developmental bio
• jwpn buffer utk biochem
• blakon jd protein...(mst org pelik..blakon jd protein??mmg ckgu yg creative...huhu)
• stdy chem sb next week kuiz...???
• lab repot TSP
• asgment KPN yg nth ak sdri xpsti ak phm ke tak =P
  
• prepare lab biochem..(takut jd mgsa keadaan..naye je..)
• cari koswer utk dikritik..utk TBC la neh
• tu je kot.....lupe..n yg psti n plg penting....NAK BALIK UMAH...tp tatau bl..wawawa...

::tak nak smp jd cenggini...hrp2 xde la smp cmni..amin...hehe::

so,ak hrp ak dpt setle kn sume bnd tu dgn jayenye..tnpa ad stress mahupun bengang....hek3...

k..bye for now..

sekian..

(",)

::lost words..::

salam..

just a simple post to say...

in this real world..we have to think on our own..and never hope from anyone for anything..and dont trust anybody simply..we learn through experience and that how we will know people and their true colours.....again i said..

D.O N.O.T T.R.U.S.T A.N.Y.B.O.D.Y

ok...stop for now..prepared for TBD class at 4...huhu..

p/s::ak sdri xphm ngn entry ni..tp mmg ak tgh berfikir..kite xlhe pcaye sume org kot..tp kne dgr gk pndpt org..so..mknanye kene tgk org la..spesis mcm mane...=)

sekian..

(",)

::BF..Bukit Fraser@ Best Friend @ what??::

salam..

hurmm..i dnt know how to start this..is it bad or the most sweet n wonderful weekend that i had...hurmm..is there anyone in this world feel easy to make a decision..membuat keputusan adalah sesuatu yg amat susah...tp ak tatau...what should i do now??but my kakak said....

"always go for someone that love you..not the other way round..."

adeih..but how???and why should i get this problem?ok...tak baek salahkan tkdir..sb Allah yakin ko leh hadapi dugaan ni la..sb tu DIA bagi...hurm..ok2...saye terima...tp cmne nk goes for someone that love me kalu sy sdri......mcm ntah apa2 je...then kakak said again...

"the feeling might be develop later..when u had make ur mind..stick to one..gud luck..."

haiyoh...cmtu ek???gud luck??mcm nk g exam jer...kuang3...tatau pom....hurmm...tp smbil2 tatau..terdampar jgk ak kt Fraser Hill smlm..huhuhuh....nth la..ak harap impian ak nk jd the best tercapai..ak nk blaja je...taknak pkir bnd laen lg....lets ALLAH decides for us....cet....us??utk aku la mknanye....

::Fraser Hill..biase2 jer..takder ap2 pn..hehe::

::smeone asking me for honeymoon here...OMG..itu idea n cdgn luar petala..bia ak hbs stdy n boring stdy smp muntah ijau...then baru g..hek3::

hurm..smp cni dlu la...jp lg ad kelas...

p/s:: 2pics di atas ak amik kt internet sb mase g sane..ak mmg tak amik gmbr wlpn dipaksa oleh beliau..sb ak mmg tak suke bgmbr..lg2 ngn org yg ak tgh try "develope the ........"..nth la..gatal mastura..g stdy....cet.....hek3..tp ak appreciate ap die wat..thanks a lot..ak xpnh terpikir pn..nth la...ak tatau..sungguh..TATAU.....


p/s2:: SAYA NAK JADI BUDAK RAJIN..STUDY...STUDY...ngeh3..

sekian...

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::i wanna be::

::salam::

i wanna be::

strong

strong

strong
brave

brave

brave

to tell the truth...

ok..i dont know what to write on...



::ak perlukan smgt yg kuat sperti budak kecik ini..hek3::

paipai..

=(

::Getting Married::

salam....

ok..disebabkan ak dilanda keboringan tahap petala ke 8...ak pn copy entry ni kt blog kwn ak...tb2 ak rs nk jwb soklan2 neh...ngeksss...mmg senget....ok..jum nengok....

1. How old are you?
~ already 21...

2. Are you single?
~ entah la...tatau nk ckp...TAK PASTI

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
~ after 23 before 28..ek??i hope..=P

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
~ ntah..tatau...mybe yes..mybe no...(cet..kl jwb exm mahunye mrkah kosong ni..)

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
~ a not really perfect man..(sb xde yg 100% perfect person..)

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your best man?
~ my sis sume dh kwen n ad ank..mst dorg nk kne jg ank msing2 ms mjlis..so..i think mybe ain or huda or zieha....ngeh3...

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
~ traditional wedding kot..sb kakak2 ak dlu pn cmtu gk...

8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?
~ hurmm...rs nk g holland..tp dlm m'sia pn xpe...

9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?
~ entah la...tp lebih dr 10 org la....hek3

10. Will that include your exes?
~ hurmm...ajak je la..as a fren...(cet..ye ke??)

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
~ byk2..sb ak nk kek lapis sarawak...hahaha...2 layers is enough..

12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
~ night...

13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?
~ love songs..

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?
~ guna tgn je senang..

15.Champagne or red wine?
~ air sunquick..

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~ days after the wedding...kot....

17. Money or household items?
~ both please...tp dpt umah pn xpe..hek3..

18. How many kids would you like to have?
~ 3..tp kalu rmai pn xpe..kot..eh..tak..3 or 4..=P

19. Will your record your honeymoon in DVD and CD?
~ sure...

20. I want to know their wedding plans:
~ain
~huda
~fasyareena..(ko mst dh plan giler2 kn??haha..)
~idiey
~suraya
~n sape2 je yg nk wat...hek3..

nmpknye...ak tidak bgitu pndai plan n tulis psl kawen..hek3...nape?sb jwpn ak byk yg TAK PASTI..ckit2 xpasti..xpasti...tp jwpn2 td yg truth lahir dr hati la...tak tipu pnye...

end of the entry....tata...

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::....................::

salam...

being in a single room already for this sem...best tak?sure la best..org mst akn pikir mst la best sb ad privacy...ye..tu adlh reason yg biase kite dgr nape nk duk sorg...tp ad gk la sb lain lg...cntohnye..aku leh bdikari n alert ngn time aku sdri...ye la..kalu ad rumate mmg ak hrp kt die la nk kejut aku ke...ap ke...tp skrg sume ak sdri cntrol..hehehe...mknanye ak xleh sesuka hati ak nk tido without set alarm..kalu tak..mati aku tertinggal kelas ke...ttinggal mkn ke..hek3...

arini aktiviti aku ap ek??nth la..ak pn tatau nk wat pe..pdhl lukisan lab repot developmental bio xsiap lg...huhu...ak mmg fail bab melukis...tp kl ak lukis tu xde la teruk sgt smpai org xknl ap benda yg ak lukis...oohh...br ak teringat ak kne wat mind map biochem..tp perlu ke ak bsungguh n smgt cmni??adeh mastura...positive ckit....ok2...nt ak wat...hek3...

hurmmm...nth ap ak melalut kt entry ni...tgn gatal nk menulis..tp idea xde...perut pn dh nyanyi lagu rock metallica dh ni...g kdai "kakak syg" dlu la ngn yica...hek3...

entry ni mmg useless...xde isi penting...k..bye for now...

sekian..

(",)

::mcm xde mood nk menulis..::

salam..

huhu..dh lame tak tulis pnjg2..sejak streamyx kne ptong sminggu yg lalu..ak jd budak baek sgt..cet..puji diri sdri mastura...ngeh3...keje aku asyik tido n tgk citer..(ms tu lec tk star lg..(",))..

skrg Alhamdulillah sb ak dh ad smgt nk idup berbanding sblm ni..sejak diri aku dihempap konkrit yg berat nk mati tu..and hari ni..ak dh xnk pikir lg..yg ak tau ak nk jd baik and rajin..dua mlm lepas lama gk ak dpt borak2 ngn abah..ngeee..hepy sgt..ak snyum je memanjang dlm bilik..mcm angau lak..haha..nsb baek ak duk bilik single dh sem ni..so,xde sape tau ak nanges ke...tersengih ke..hek3..

esok cuti..ap nth ak nk wat..rmai kwn2 ak sume mcm nk kuar date..aku??hoho..ak tatau..ak tak kuar sb ak xde sape2 pun (ak tipu dri sdri ke ap ni??ntah..ak KOMPIUS)..and bl time cmni ak stat la terpikir apa kak neem ckp..."you should think about a serious....now.."..cmne ak nk pikir dgn siyesssss sb ak tatau apa2...wakakakka...ak mmg teruk smp kakak sdri kne pesan..pdhl kalu girls lain mst otomatik je...teruk sgtkah aku??ak sdri tkde jwpan....

tp tkpe...ak hrp2 target ak tu tercapai...insyaAllah..

hurmm..ap lg nk tulis ni...rs ak stop kt cni dlu kot..sb dh lame stop jd blur n xde idea lak....k..see you then..ceh....gaya mcm ad org bc sgt blog aku..hik3....



p/s::ak nk cr sape anonymous yg komen entry ak tu...mst huda ni..hehe..thanks tau..syg kamu..

sekian..

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salam..

no words to say...hny nk luah perasaan..blog ak ad mslh ckit...wawawa....nape jd cmni.....